Aur mujhese raha nahi gaya aur maine puchh hi liya un taswiron ki raaz. Aur woh sarma gayee. Boli, ” mere pati ke karname hai yeh sab. Unhe sab nangi ladkiyon ke taswir achhi lagti hai. Ghar me biwi ke hote huye bhi woh inko dekhke…. Woh kahte kahte ruk gayee. Aur mein samajh gaya woh kya kahna chahti thi. Phir woh boli, ” doctor saab kya main itni buri dikhti hu? Par mere pati ko to yeh calendar wali ladkiyan hi pasand hai. Do teen din ke liye chhuti leke ayenge, aur mein intezaar karti rahungi ke unke sath kkuch samay bitaao par woh in chhipkaliyon se chipkenge, aur na jane kya kya karenge……”
Main unhe dekhta raha. Woh 34 ya 35 ki hongi. Lambi kad thi kareeb 5 feet 7 ya 8 inch ki, slim aur bahut chhote chhote boobs the, kamar bhi patla tha. Yun samajh lijiye ke woh dur se dekho to itni badi beti ki maa nahi lagt thi. Rang thoda sawla tha par kala nahi. Par waise ho woh bahut sexy thi. Main yeh soch raha tha ke tabhi woh mere hath ko hilake boli, “doctor saab kin khayalo mein kho gaye?” main kuch bol nahi paya. Aur woh hasti hui boli, “apni girlfriend ke ware me sochte ho? Sochte honge ke woh sundar hai ke yeh ladkiyan?” woh has padi. Main samajh nahi paa raha tha ke itni dukhi aurat itni khuchi se kaise has sakti hai. Main thoda muskura kara rah gaya aur bola, “girlfriend? Padhai se waqt mile to kisise dil lagau na. Aur waise bhi mere pariwar wale bahut purane khayalat ke hai, woh to arranged marriage hi karwaenge.” to woh kuchh nahi boli. Tabhi raat dus bazne ko aye honge.
Main bola ke ab ghar jana chahiye. To woh boli “aarre aaj hi apse dosti hui hai aur aap dur jane ki baatein karte hai. Baithiye na thodi der aur baate karte hai. Wahan koun hai aisa jo apka ghar pe intezaar kara raha hogi ya hogi?” main baith gaya.
Phir idhar udhar ki bate hui. Tabhi woh boli “doctor saab aap sabhi prakaar ke beemariyon ke ilaaz kar lete ho?….. Ho sake to mere pati ka deemag ko to thik kardo. Jo fees banta hai dungi. Par aisa kuchh dawai dedo ke woh sirf mujhe hi dekhe mujhe hi chahe. Aur in ladkiyon se door rahe.” to main bola, “isme kounsi badi baat hai aap in taswiro ko hata diziye aur dekhiye woh aap se hi baate kerenge, milenge bhi, aap kisise kam thodi hi na hai.”
Unka mood kuch ghabra gaya aur woh boli, “agar mein in taswiro ko chhuungi to woh mujhe maar hi dalenge.” to main bhi ghabra gaya aur bola, ” to lagta hai apke pati ka deemag phir gaya hai, ek aurat pe hath uthate hai.? Jinse pyar karna chahiye unse maar marte hai. Chhi” to woh ro padi. Maine unse kaha na rone ko lekin woh rote rahe. Main unke pass jake unko apne baho me le liya aur unka sir apne kandhe pe rakh ke pith thap thapai to woh roti hui boli, “meri jindagi ko nark bana diya hai is jallad ne. Pyar ka naam chhodo aise behave karta hai mano main uski juti hu. Jab dekho marta hai. Mein bhi aurat hu. Mere bhi kuch armaan hai, icchhhayen hai. Lekin woh nahi manta.”
Main unhe dilasa deta raha, aur woh mere baho me roti rahi. Raat kaphi der hone chali thi. Aur woh boli “aap bishvas kare aaj main bahut khush hu, kyon ke mujhe samjhne wala koi mila. Aap kitne achhe hai, main sochti hu kaas mere pati me aap ke jaise kuchh gunn hote to main kitna khus hoti. Raat der hone chali thi aur mein ghar ana chahta tha, to woh mujhe darwaze tak chhodne ayi. Woh boli, “doctor saab, kal shaam aap aiye jaruur, main apke liye kheer banake rakhungi.”
Dusre din raat ko mein phir unke yahan pahunch gaya, mujhe bhi achha lagta tha unka sath, kyon ke mein akela tha aur unse baate karne ke baad bahut achha lag raha tha. Usdin woh bahut khus dikh rahi thi. Pichhli raat ko unka rona dekh ke main ghabra gaya tha. Mujhe dekhte hi woh andar le gayee, main baithak me TV dekh raha tha aur woh kitchen me kuchh bana rahi thi. Tabhi TV pe ek garam scene chal raha tha aur mein usse dekh raha tha lekin socha ke unko bura lagega lekin woh ake boli, “doctor saab sarmane ki jaruurat nahi hai, aap itne bhi chhote nahi hai ke yeh sab nahi dekh sakte.” main dekh raha tha aur woh ake paas me baith gayee.
Tabhi TV me ek french kiss ki scene ayi, mujhe uncomfortable lag raha tha, lekin wohmere hath ko pakad ke dekh rahi thi. Meri nazar TV se utar ke unke our jane ki koshis bhi nahi kar paa raha tha. Woh boli, kitna maza aata hoga na unko. Actor hai par phir bhi maze lut te hai aur yahan log aurat ko juti samajh ke patak dete hai. Phir unka mood ghamgeen hone laga to maine kaha aap itna dukhi kyon hoti hai. Sab ke naseeb me sab kuchh nahi hota hai. Kya pata aaj jo admi aapko aise behave karta hai kal ko woh pura badal sakta hai bhi”
“kab” woh boli, ” jab mein buddhi ho jaungi tab, ya jab meri dil ki sari arman khatam ho jayenge tab. Mujhe bhi pyas hoti hai, man me lehre ati hai, badan ki pyaas ko bujhana chahti hu, lekin woh…….” main kuch bol nahi paa raha tha. Tab unhone mere paas ake mujhse jo baat kahi usko sun ke mere paon tale se jameen khisk gayee. Main ek pal ke liye kaamp gaya. Badan se pasina nikal gaya.
Woh boli, ” aap bura mat manaa doctor saab, lekin jab aapne pehli baar mujhe apne gadi me baith ne ko kaha main maan gayee thi ke yeh admi achha hai, aur aap se aaj yeh kahte huye mujhe bilkul absos nahi hota hai, ke main aapko chahti hun.” main chounk gaya aur bola, “kya? Chanhti hai?” to woh ghabrayi hui boli, “aap mere baato ka alag matlab na nikale. Mein yeh kahne chati thi ke aap bahut handsome hai, aur gentle, apnse to koi bhi ladki pyar karna chahegi. Meri to umr ho chuki hai, aur bachhi bhi, to main pyar kaise karu. Par aap se mein man hi man bahut pyar karti hu.” main samajh nahi paa raha tha ke yeh kya ho raha tha mere sath. Main unko dekha to woh mere aur sarmake dekh bhi nahi saki, maine puchha, “aap saf saf bateye aap kya chahti hai. Aap ki shadde ho chuki hai, bachhi hai, phir bhi aap pyar ki baat karti hai. Mera to abhi tak shadee nahi hua hai. ….”
Woh boli “mein kahan kahti hu ke aap mujhse shadee karo? Main to kahti hu, ke aap mujhse bhi pyar karo……mere badan se pyar karo……… Jo barsho se nahi hua……………woh mere sath karo……….” main samajh gaya tha ke woh kya chahti thi.
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